What exactly am I doing here?? Just killing away the time, day after day without getting any clarity of mind. My mind is getting more and more muddled & muddied by the life that I lead and live so to speak. Everyday I feel myself getting wrenched away from the reality of the living world and getting distant from my soul and feeling the connection with mother nature growing weaker and weaker...
Since I can't perceive the world around me clearly and without a prejudiced and judgmental mind, I wish to seek abode in a world created by me...a world of fiction or illusion or maybe the reality..who knows??
I have debated with myself the enigma of truth...at one moment, we may think that we finally hold the key, that we finally hold the truth..but then again, after that we will feel like we are back on square one, feeling like we were lead astray from the path to enlightenment. If what you think to be the truth seems bizzare and absurd to others and vice versa, then how can we fixate on an answer of what truth actually is??
Is there something definite in this world???
It is the stage of transition happening in this world. The main people involved in this are brought together. For one, it is the point where he is finally going to get a glimpse of the truth...the answers to the questions that haunted him all through his life. For him, this marks the beginning of a journey..a journey the like of which he has never seen in his life..a journey towards absolute enlightenment...a journey that is destined for everyone in this world...it begins just right before the end of a life in this dimension...
The other is the person to whom the,"one ring" has been handed to now...a ring so light and small on the outside yet so tremendously huge and heavy inside. This was formed by the accumulations of all our deeds and thoughts..we who were for the most part unmindful about the consequences of our actions...how deep it can go and develop and affect others...this burden has to be borne and overcome by the generation that is to come..our children...a generation that has been getting readied for the "purging"...the "star child" who is going to be the true survivor and the saviour. We are given the ultimate punishment by making our future generation pay the price for our actions.
Is this transition a thing that has been happening for a long time now that it has become a cycle? Are we going to be stuck in this circle forever?? Or are we going to be let free or perhaps given the strength to break out and become redeemed and realize our life and its purpose. No matter how hard we try, we can't answer these questions now..we are not even close to the stage of transition or the ultimate evolution..but one thing is for sure..the next generation is going to tested like never before..we are going to be trained and molded in ways not even conceived of before...we are going to be immersed in evil...completely shut out...but finally there will be a light at the end of the tunnel..the good and the evil is going to merge together and all the illusions will be wiped away....we will realize the true nature of life and universe.
So what is the question, you ask? Just this classic one:
Kid to man: "Are you a good person or a bad person"?
Man to Kid: "I don't know son..I really don't know"
Rise...arise my son...now is not the time to bow down with bended
knees and despair...this is the moment of decision. This is the point
where every aspect of your life is going to change based on the choice
that you are going to make...this is the moment where you are truly
going to realize what you are..what you are capable of...a flame is
going to bloom in your soul..this fire will be thy weapon from now, the
eternal fire that no human can douse, embrace this moment.. your
greatest revelation.
This will be the greatest challenge of your
life and you will rise up to meet it, look it into the eye and then
with a mere snap of your fingers you can banish it and that will be
just the beginning, from there you will arise as the archangel of all the victims and with the fire that is upon thee, thou shalt smote to the
ground all the oppressors....
Arise now my son..this is where
you have to decide what kind of man you are going to be. Make a
choice...Be the master of thy destiny or else the slave of thy
destiny...
Just go ahead and grab it
... There's more to learn in this world
to feel dejected, that's not the reason that we were born in this
universe...the truth..that's what we have to find..think its difficult to
find or realize?? Try again, think about who You really are. Are You just a human marooned in this vastness of universe?? Why do You get
intimidated and small by this vastness?? We are part of this vastness
and there are some in this world who have actually started to unlock
the secrets. Why have they begun and we still remain idle? Are we just
thinking about reaching out for the stars and just stopping there? Isn't
it time that we realized who we are, isn't it time that we realize that
we are part of this universe? This very universe that seems so complex and baffling and stranger than us...or is it really? Are we
different from all that surrounds us?? From a tiny speck of light to
forests to vast mountains and the stars, to all forms of life...isn't it time that we realize that we are made of the stuff of stars...we like everything else in this
universe were created the same way and with a definite purpose.
What's
is that purpose? Are we even ready to answer such a question?? If we are,
then are we ready to forsake everything we have and know?? To let our
mind recondition itself completely, start over and start living the way that we were actually meant to so that we can fulfill the supreme
purpose and reason behind all this...to finally meet our maker and get
dissolved in that final realization..to let our self go completely in to that blissful truth...just listen and observe the world and the creations around you..
they seem to be wanting to tell you a story..the
story of life..of the beginning..the end..the universe..when will we
ever advance or evolve our self in to such a level of consciousness and
understanding..its unimaginable to comprehend now..guess we are not yet
ready to truly understand what we are...from where we are..why we are
and where we are going...may be we are on the very path to that
destination..the path that everyone is gravitating along no matter if
they choose to believe in fate or shaping their own life and taking
control..all ideologies and philosophy have to come to an end at a
certain point...beyond that point humans cannot look in to yet..the
point that is still far away..its a point where only our children will
be able to go..its the point of absolute truth.
Once we get there..once we rise to that level, then what?? What will happen to
life? Will it have to start over again or perhaps shift to another
dimension that we cannot even fathom? Before looking up or
down..begin inside You..delve deeper in to yourself..understand the
universe that's in there...discover it..see for yourself the
truth., then look up and see the same truth that's written clearly in
the skies..it was with You all along...it was imbibed in
you...just give in to that moment of absolute and pure understanding....
There
are those who just sat back with their life and let others take care of
it and shape it...till they realized at the very end that they had
their life with them..this truly magnificent thing that could have
helped them realize the wonderful truth about this universe and life..
Then there are those who just blended with whatever environment that they
were brought up in and exposed to, permanently settling there..the very
idea of change was unknown to them...those who just passed by...
And there are those who at last started to ask the questions to
themselves..who actually stopped to wonder amidst all the routine
activities of life....they started to see the world with a true
perspective that can be achieved only by those who were willing to think
from the original mindset inbred in to every single thing in this
universe....they went out of the box and beyond the boundaries of the
set rules and ideologies..beyond what is normal as perceived by all
others....
To be continued...